blue valentine made me feel uncomfortable.
- too close to home, too fatalistic with regard to love. it just can't work out with two strong/weak persons
on that note i'm frightened to explore what 2006-2009 did to me
-i hope it hasn't left me damaged
something i do want to explore is the idea that
- people feel uncomfortable when they are in situations that force them to be untrue to who they believe they are. we resent those moments and those who put us in them (ourselves, often)
im afraid to abandon one project in lieu of working on another
- because I fear I'll fail at that one too