Wednesday, December 30, 2020

slow motion

 

--

she said she had a calming relationship with death

friendly like she'd welcome it 

i pictured it like the feeling of seeing an old friend

familiar but not necessarily easy


--

Had I not known
that I was dead already
I would have mourned
the loss of my life.
- Ota Dokan

(15th century death poem)

i feel like crying all the time

this is a weird time.


- from april 3, 2020