its a family affair

i can't go into detail.
i am lost. i am alone.

that necklace started rejecting my body. just like the porcelain ring, i will have to throw it out.
i dont want to.

this song is sexy.

Sly and the Family Stone - Family Affair
that is all.

rip daul kim

ny magazine is reporting that daul kim has passed away.
http://nymag.com/daily/fashion/2009/11/20-year-old_model_daul_kim_is.html

she had a beautiful blog.

lovesy dovesy

"...but we didn't realize that the heroes, or anti-heroes of the French existentialist novels we read were not supposed to be realistic. We tried to imitate them, mistaking metaphorical descriptions of complex modes of feeling for straightforward prescriptions of behavior. We duly felt the right anguishes."

"The truth was that I was not a cynic by nature; only by revolt. I had got away from what I hated, but I hadn't found where I loved, and so I pretended there was nowhere to love. Handsomely equipped to fail, I went out into the world."

"I re-evaluated myself. I saw that I was from now on, forever, contemptible. I had been, and remained, intensely depressed, but I had also been, and always would be, intensely false; in existentialist terms, unauthentic."

from The Magus, by John Fowles

teenager in love

Red Hot Chili Peppers - Teenager in Love

EDIT: DM Stith - Be My Baby (cover)

candles and
cold and
touch and
fire and
love.

so cool

from http://www.behance.net/Gallery/Im-not-a-radio-too/162763